Monday, February 7, 2011

Feeling like a school student again,only this time not enjoying it..

I was never like those kind of kids who don't like to go to school in their childhood.Rather I enjoyed going to school because I had a lot of friends and I'm still in touch with at least few of them.Study was other name of fun.Indeed school days are the best days of my life.College life was a different ballgame all together.

Now,after spending nearly two years with my present company,it's time to prove that I'm good enough to be confirmed as an officer here.So,here comes confirmation test.Loads of books,notes,question papers,what not,and I find myself swimming in that.The present situation is ordering me to behave like a serious student,study hard and deliver.But, I feel once you are out of the habit of studying seriously,it becomes really difficult to get into that geek mode,at least in my case it's a proven fact.

It's like forcing your mind over matter.But when you find yourself standing by the wall,you know you have to survive.And,if you are like me who spent last two years roaming from one place to another doing and learning absolutely nothing,you know you are in a soup.I found a lot of friends around me who are really serious, knowledgeable,studying hard,I get instant inspiration from them,and also I forget those instantly.

Enough is enough.Only 19 days are left.The big day is on 27th feb.Yes,I'm trying ,I mean as best as I possibly can.Let's see..