Incomplete..without you..

It's the softest breeze,
and a starry night,
Am living alone,
feel,you are right...

Together we,
like all these days,
will make it work,
Just like the prophet says...

You hold my hand,
and closer I get
be with me forever,
it's never too late...

Confused as I,
have always been,
felt you breathe
underneath my skin..

As in everyday,
provides a view,
Imagine I, incomplete
without you...

floating along the way...

And here I come again,
unsure yet crawling for peace,
I move my lips , fractured and how,
seen the unseen,here,there and now.

It's a cruel day and unwarranted long nights,
I had my share of pain and ugly fights,
believe me O my dear,
everyone has this fear,
To explain all and nothing,
to start life at third gear,

I move my lips , fractured and how,
seen the unseen,here,there and now.

I saw this coming,
but didn't move an inch,
hardest hit must I take,
With little salt and a pinch..

I move my lips , fractured and how,
seen the unseen,here,there and now.

I rewind my life's reel,
It's so strange what I feel,
Everything left open inside out,
I'm doing it all ,with shades of doubt..

I move my lips , fractured and how,
seen the unseen,here,there and now.

Feeling like a school student again,only this time not enjoying it..

I was never like those kind of kids who don't like to go to school in their childhood.Rather I enjoyed going to school because I had a lot of friends and I'm still in touch with at least few of them.Study was other name of fun.Indeed school days are the best days of my life.College life was a different ballgame all together.

Now,after spending nearly two years with my present company,it's time to prove that I'm good enough to be confirmed as an officer here.So,here comes confirmation test.Loads of books,notes,question papers,what not,and I find myself swimming in that.The present situation is ordering me to behave like a serious student,study hard and deliver.But, I feel once you are out of the habit of studying seriously,it becomes really difficult to get into that geek mode,at least in my case it's a proven fact.

It's like forcing your mind over matter.But when you find yourself standing by the wall,you know you have to survive.And,if you are like me who spent last two years roaming from one place to another doing and learning absolutely nothing,you know you are in a soup.I found a lot of friends around me who are really serious, knowledgeable,studying hard,I get instant inspiration from them,and also I forget those instantly.

Enough is enough.Only 19 days are left.The big day is on 27th feb.Yes,I'm trying ,I mean as best as I possibly can.Let's see..